水瓶座
Posted by: swing18 on: June 26, 2009
Just to share.. and keep as a reference for myself maybe.. haha!!
Ignore it if you think it is too long to read.. =p
看到过花瓶的样子吗？口很小，想伸进去很难，但如果你能进入瓶子里，你真的会看到一个广阔无比的空间。瓶子们就是这样的。 当他们觉得你是真的真的爱他们，和你在一起真的真的安全时，他们会开始回馈的。他们回馈的时候你会惊奇到不敢相信，因为他们一旦爱一个人真的是无微不至。不过他们也很容易厌倦的呀，瓶子们有一颗猫一样的心，你要永远对他们有吸引力才好。不然他们很难不偷猩的。男瓶尤其如此，他们有的时候真的是做了对不起你的事也丝毫没有愧疚。有时候他们会无理的想只要我心里真正爱的是你不会离开你就是真的爱你。他们的自由有时就是放纵的借口。 但瓶子们也有弱点的，当他做伤害你的事的时候，你要懂得让他换位思考，甚至直接用他对你的方式隔天对他试试。他就会渐渐明白对你的伤害是怎样的了。他爱你他就会逐渐的懂得在乎你的感受。 瓶子们轻易不说我爱你这三个字的，这三个字在他眼里太神圣，更重要的原因是他们觉得说了这三个字在爱情中仿佛主动权就失去了。他们太怕失去爱情中的主动权。但你却不能不对他们说，很没有道理，但没办法的。如果一个瓶子对你说了太多的我爱你，反而证明他内心深处对你没感觉只是玩玩而已了。 爱上瓶子是一件很苦的事，所以爱瓶子的人不要问为什么该怎样，你只要在内心深处问问你自己能不能承受就好了。如果你觉得值得就去接着付出，如果你觉得不值得就勇敢的放弃。除非他转身，不然再不要给瓶子们机会。当然如果一个瓶子转身过太多次又伤害过你太多次也就放手的好。不然他会从心里有些瞧不起你的。 瓶子们若爱上对方，真的是占有欲好强的。他们轻易不表现出来，因为他怕他们过强的占有欲会泄露了他爱你不能没有你的底牌。不过如果他们开始限制你吃你的醋，那他一定是好爱好爱你的。 瓶子们有时候真的很难真正相信他们的爱人。而且越是爱有时候越难相信。因为他们的谎言有时说的好多所以总觉得别人也是在欺骗。 千万不要轻易伤害了瓶子们的心，瓶子们对爱情很没有承受力的。你可能想象不到，当你刚刚气痛了你的瓶子或是和你的瓶子谈分手跳脚离开的同时，他们可能就会打电话给他们的红颜知己或是有暖味关系的朋友们，说一些过分的话做一些过分的事甚至当夜就会和他们发生什么……，瓶子们不是想背叛你，瓶子们只是好悲伤，找不到更合适的方式来发泄。好多被伤害过的瓶子都会生活得很烂很灰色，虽然过后可能会后悔厌恶自己到想死但他们就是习惯用这种颓迷的生活来掩饰自己深深的失落深深的痛。 当然，当你后悔之后回来找他的时候，他还会接受你，他不会告诉你曾经发生过什么而且会极力的去掩饰，如果他爱你。但通常好多事实已经无法改变了。 当你背叛了瓶子，瓶子们会痛到心裂成碎片，没有泪，即便有，也是流在了心里流到了别人永远看不到的背后。因为我说过的，虽然瓶子们忠诚度不敢苛同，但他们真的是在内心深处最最在乎的就是那两个字：忠诚。在你背叛了瓶子后有两种结果。一是瓶子们无声的接受，重新选择和你在一起，因为他们爱你，无法承受分手。但他们的信念死了，他们可能会不再相信你的话，他们会背着你有了另一个人，甚至另N 个人，哪怕他们并不爱那些人，也可能会做一些不该做的事来谋求一些心理的平衡，然后再背叛你的同时找回那可怜的平衡同时痛不欲声。 另一种是，他们对爱的忠贞要求的太过唯美无法接受，瓶子们会用你认为最冷血的方式选择分手，可能是微笑的告诉你他们也从来未曾爱过你，你尽可以去和千百个人去睡；可能是毫不在乎的转身离去；可能是在分手后在你面前和无数个异性打情骂俏；可能是在最快的时间里接受另一个人重新开始并甜蜜的出现在每个人的面前……无论以上哪种，他们的心其实是在滴血的。前提是他们真的爱你。他们会在这些表象的背后独自买醉，在最短的时间里抽最多的烟，出卖自己的身体甚至灵魂。用最残忍的方式暗自伤害自己麻醉自己，也会去折磨这时爱他的下一个男孩和女孩。一个失去了信念的瓶子们的痛是无法想象的，他们只能真正用自己的方式慢慢的寻求某种出路。 瓶子们喜欢一见钟情，但是他们更喜欢日久生情；瓶子们接受一夜性，但他们更渴望一生情；他们的弹性好大，善良几乎可以善良到佛的境界，卑劣也可以卑劣到遭万人唾弃。 瓶子们多数都很茫然。他们是真的不了解自己，不知道自己真正想什么要什么，虽然他们也许可以轻易看出别人的人性动机需求。瓶子们喜欢暗自观察身边的人，窥探到别人的内心深处，凭自己的直觉和洞察力去了解别人，他们的直觉往往也真的好强好强。 瓶子们最惨的就是碰到一个真的比自己还好自由还喜欢漂泊还花心的人，因为他们的好自由有的时候真的就是一种伪装，一种保护，一种检验你是否爱他的手段。一个真正只想爱你一个人只想忠贞于你一个人的瓶子就不会再要求什么自由了，他们想要的就是占有和共处。 做瓶子们父母也往往好辛苦，瓶子们是孝顺的，我确定。但那种孝不是顺从。他们有太多自己的想法自己的原则，所以当这些和父母的想法发生冲突的时候他们会据理力争。哪怕没有冲突，仅仅是父母的唠叨他们也只是暗自记在心里嘴上说着罗嗦罗嗦。他们太过叛逆太过自我，但真的，他们深爱自己的父母，深深的知道没有任何一种感情可以超越这种血肉之情，所以他们无法容忍你批评他们的父母或和他们的父母争执，不管他们是如何争执，这种资格只有瓶子们自己有。
Our Summer Vacation =)
Posted by: swing18 on: June 3, 2009
A beach vacation in this summer day.
As a belated birthday trip for Yoong, we went for a summer trip in Summerset Resort, Rompin.
Date: 23rd June 2009 – 25th June 2009
KB Gang members: Nget, Nget’s Do, Re & Mi
Visited Place: Kuantan & Summerset Resort, Rompin @ Pahang
We had a relaxing and a simple vacation.
We started our journey on Staurday early morning after our dim sum breakfast at Taman Paramount. All the way to Kuantan for lunch with Wei Wei who currently working at Kuantan. After that, we continue our journey straight to Rompin.
Finally, we reached Rompin and get to check in at Summerset Resort. We expected too much maybe… the environment there is not as nice/good as what we had seen in internet… the room we stay there were ANTS all around. Get bite by those insects… =(
Activities are worst than expected… everything was closed and not under maintanance. The buggy ride is just left 1 car available for ride, others are all spoilt or don’t know what happened. Zorbing is adviced to play only during morning time. Kayaking at the lotus river, we found the river is near the outside main road which all lotus are die-ing. The FREE facilities: Tennis court also Futsal court and they don’t have the net for tennis court; the badminton court is also the place we play ping pong…
*All the activities are not under hotel/resort facilities. It was owned by another company.
So, we ended up just playing and swimming in the swimming pool and have a walk at the beach…
To be continue….
Zee Avi
Posted by: swing18 on: May 20, 2009
Zee Avi – She is from Malaysia… accidentally found this girl through Youtube using a name of KokoKaina… her new album will be in store soon… she totally another Joanna Wong王若琳… both of their voice make me feel so relax…
One of her song that i love is this <Someone You Used to Know>
It was helpless anyway
There’s nothing much we could do or say
Darling don’t you think it’s a shame?
that it had to end this way
So here’s to say goodbye,
our love is lost, and we cant figure why
maybe it really is about time
that we finally made up our minds
So Darling, here’s to you
i hope that when you find someone new
that she would always be true to you
to love and understand you
Soon you’ll build new memories
then slowly you’d forget about me
then i would slowly be
a distant memory
*Soon i’ll just be
that someone you used to know
But darling you will thank me
for letting you go
time is not for wasting
i hope you’ll find your intended
But i’m sorry
that your intended isn’t me
it’s not an easy thing
to shake off our history
i know that’s what you want from me
but they will always stay with me
i admit i made mistakes
but darling with you it’s just the same
if we stay there will be more to make
i dont know how much more we can take
Darling, it would be unfair
to stay with something no longer there
but it doesn’t mean i no longer care
but i’d feel like a burden you can’t bear
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Watch another video of her here.
Good day.
“An orange a day, makes life happier… ” – Swing
Way back into love… Kota Bharu
Posted by: swing18 on: May 4, 2009
*Way Back into love. Back to my comfort zone back to my old place where i use to stay !!*
I’m back to my comfort zone last thursday night… that’s great!
For sure my comfort zone is my hometown “Kota Bharu”…
I decided to go back on Thursday afternoon due to this surely a long holiday for me, and i got driver to drive me back (sure my hengdai aka jimui Tzer lo~)… hehe…
Have a long journey back home… we took 10 hours to reach home because Chee Chong drove to the wrong way.. we almost reach Kuantan.. haha! However, we reached home safely on 9.30am… Actually, daddy mummy didn’t know that i will be going back that day.. i just told my younger sister that at home… sis opened door for me to go in while daddy was still sleeping and mom in toilet…
I hide myself in my room waiting mom come out from toilet… and i frighten her… haha! She even asked me why don’t i go back the night before… haha!! Daddy also so surprise to see me when i jump on his bed.. naughty me… =^_^= hehe…
Mummy Daddy so happy to see me home… yeah!
Then, my little cousin Eunice who knew that i will back in KB the night before start telling her mom that i’ll be back and she was very happy and excited till the next day… Early morning already asked her mom to bring her to my house..
Daddy Mummy bring me to eat Nasi Lauk Kak Wok somewhere near Wai’s house at Telipot… something similar with the nasi lauk opposite Wai’s house which had already closed and i had missed it alot! i love this type of nasi lauk alot.. haha… The place was crowded, we need to line up waiting to get our nasi lauk…
After that, we brought the Eunice to KB Mall and also have a walk there as usual.. i bought Eunice a toy as to encourage her to get good result for her coming exam…
Then, i requested to have our lunch at my forever favorite beef noodle opposite KB Mall… 林祥记-牛肉面.
After lunch, we went back home to have a rest.. i’m exhausted…
At night, we went to 99 Restaurant to have thai dinner but didn’t order much thai food because the 2 girls can’t have spicy food..
At night.. yamcha session with my gang… hehe.. happy to meet them (Fun, Kenny, Tzer, Sang, DoMing, SuChin).. and we celebrate Ms.Pak Sau Fun 24th birthday too! hehe…
We yamcha at Mug Mug Cafe.. this cafe is much more different compare with the very first-hand Mug Mug Cafe.. Last time this cafe used to be very class and special… who knows it took over by other people and slowly become like this… very dark and RED! @_@ YA! the whole cafe is in RED coloured!! OMG! and no interior design.. luckily the drinks still O.K~
Nowadays, hardly meet someone i know in town when we went yamcha during this non-CNY season… all the youngsters i never see them before… this mean i am OLD? or..
We went to Billy’s Cafe after celebrating Fun’s birthday… 2nd round there with Ahwai joined in.. Have a great night…
The next day, mom cooked lunch for me.. hehe.. mummy’s cooks is daughter’s favorite forever… i’m lucky because mummy use to cook for us everyday since i’m kid.. .hehe…
Afternoon, went to visit Fun and her mom awhile then bring Fun to buy her pants then… After that, i went back home wait for dinner time.. unfortunately my house no water supplied.. mom can’t cook.. So, we go dabao NASI KUKUS and satey for dinner… Wai and Tzer joined us…
Slept earlier because we’re going back early morning to KL…
Tzer dabao Nasi Dagang for me… hehe… get to eat nasi dagang this round… yummy… hehe…
We start our journey back to KL around 9.30am…
*TURN-ing… do not scare of turning… there are NO straight road in our life.. Deal with it!*
(Pictures will be added in soon… =P )
Either…
Posted by: swing18 on: April 28, 2009
is morning also an evening…Depends on how you feel it… i said this is a morning view… how about you?
Just like what i draw in my ‘what is important to me’ during my training this 3days, i draw sun rise also a sun set… a pair of couple is my parents also myself with my love one, my siblings also my future children…
How dark is the sky, how bright is the sky?
There are someone watching on you upon the sky…
Opportunity is waiting for you, you are the one who need to take it, it will not fall from the sky nor waiting for you…
the clouds
Posted by: swing18 on: April 22, 2009
The clouds before the rain comes…
大雨前的白云。
Jam in on the way to office, but it worth get to take this nice picture..
Just love taking the pictures of the sky.. even while i’m driving..
Get well soon.. my dear Fun
Posted by: swing18 on: April 9, 2009
My dearest ji mui Sau Fun is in Perlis hospital now because later she will has her 割盲肠 appendicitis operation (i don’t know is it named like this… )
Kenny just told me about this.. Fun’s family and her hubby Kenny will going there now..
Hope that she will recover soon…
Fun, get well soon yea~ you still need to fight for your final exam.. muaks muaks… *hug hug*
=) Nocturne
Posted by: swing18 on: April 7, 2009
Just now, played a quiz in Facebook… Which Jay Chou song are you? My answer is Nocturne.
I found out that the lyric was quite meaningful.. (hehe.. i love to ‘read’ lyrics) but the music i not really like it..
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夜曲
歌手：周杰倫 作曲：周杰倫 填詞：方文山
一群嗜血的螞蟻 被腐肉所吸引
我面無表情 看孤獨的風景
失去妳 愛開始分明
失去妳 還有甚麼事好關心
當鴿子不再象徵和平 我終於被提醒
廣場上餵食的是禿鷹
我用漂亮的押韻 形容被掠奪一空的愛情
啊 烏雲開始遮蔽 夜色不乾淨
公園裏 葬禮的回音 在漫天飛行
送妳的 白色玫瑰 在純黑的環境凋零
烏鴉在樹枝上詭異的很安靜
靜靜聽 我黑色的大衣 想溫暖妳 日漸冰冷的回憶 走過的 走過的生命
啊 四周瀰漫霧氣
我在空曠的墓地 老去後還愛妳
為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲 紀念我死去的愛情
跟夜風一樣的聲音 心碎的很好聽
手在鍵盤敲很輕 我給的思念很小心
妳埋葬的地方叫幽冥
為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲 紀念我死去的愛情
而我為妳隱姓埋名 在月光下彈琴
對妳心跳的感應 還是如此溫熱親近
懷念妳那鮮紅的唇印
那些斷翅的蜻蜓 散落在這森林
而我的眼睛 沒有絲毫同情
失去妳 淚水混濁不清
失去妳 我連笑容都有陰影
風在長滿青苔的屋頂 嘲笑我的傷心 像一口沒有水的枯井
我用淒美的字型 描繪後悔莫及的那愛情
為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲 紀念我死去的愛情
跟夜風一樣的聲音 心碎的很好聽
手在鍵盤敲很輕 我給的思念很小心
妳埋葬的地方叫幽冥
為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲 紀念我死去的愛情
而我為妳隱姓埋名 在月光下彈琴
對妳心跳的感應 還是如此溫熱親近
懷念妳那鮮紅的唇印
一群嗜血的螞蟻 被腐肉所吸引
我面無表情 看孤獨的風景
失去妳 愛開始分明
失去妳 還有甚麼事好關心
當鴿子不再象徵和平 我終於被提醒
廣場上餵食的是禿鷹
我用漂亮的押韻 形容被掠奪一空的愛情
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i love the sentence [失去妳 我連笑容都有陰影]. =)
I feel the icon =) is a forced smile. Do you have the same feeling as me?
EDIT
* Guys, i’m very ok le~ don’t worry yea~ hehe…
Zhe, i just feel =) is a forced smile, but doesn’t mean everytime i use it also i force to smile la.. haha! because i just change pc in office, don’t have those cute emoticon.. so, need to use =) lo…
Realize…
Posted by: swing18 on: April 3, 2009
“I realize now, when your heart break, you got to fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are.
The pain you feel? That’s life.
That confession and fear? That’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better and that something is worth fighting for.”
-One Tree Hill-
When a song no longer my song
Posted by: swing18 on: March 31, 2009
Which road should i go?
I’m in the middle of the path.. the life path, career path and relationship…
I feel lost.. but i still walking on…
i wanted to stop, but the reality keep pushing me go on…
I really want to go somewhere else…
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